Photo: ZAIDEN

Come see me Tonight at [FAT] !
SALVATION by Asphyxia , Magdelina, and Empire
55 mill street Distillery District - fermenting cellar
10:45pm

Be There BITCHES!
...or die.

 IN MONTREAL!!! Left for Montreal Tuesday, went shopping yesterday...then ate way too much.  Time to rollerblade it all off today lol.  Considering doing the fetish dinner thing tonight (an excellent excuse to wear rubber to a restaurant on a Thursday night hehe).  Then tomorrow I go hiking with my dad, then K and I head off to Kabaret Kink @ Club Sin to kick off the weekend of debauchury.  Saturday heading to our hotel, then Rubber Pool Party, and then 2 nights of latex goodness @ Medley.  I'll be performing onstage for Ceres Moon Inc., modeling latex clothes and doing a short show with RubberStar on both Saturday and Sunday.  Hope to see you bitches out there! ~xox

The Pawn has been captured -En Passant-

Why must they leave? 
Where do they go?
Each a chess piece. porcelain. f r a g i l e.
An unknowing player, until eventually each one is plucked. s h a t t e r e d...
[Tossed Aside?]

Time is precious, but even so, the child in me wants to chase the rabbit down the hole
Just to know where it leads.

Is it a game of wit, or logic, schemes...or merely a game of fate?
Will I look up only to see that I was playing against the Devil?
-And will she grin at me?- flaunting those pearl white blades enveloped in blood stained lips, and say
"Checkmate."
Then I'll realize the world was never my oyster.

Each of us will metamorphe into a memory- then a personage passed on from one generation to the next through stories and photographs- until one day the stories are forgotten, the photographs disintegrated and we are nothing- but dust.

3 more weeks until I leave for Montreal Fetish Weekend and I'm getting UBER excited!!! I already have all my outfits planned, just need to pick up bits and pieces to complete them...such as one of those toy stethoscopes, anyone have an idea as to where I could find one [not online]?  I've been running/rollerblading like a mad woman to tone up too- and I'm quite dissapointed I didn't take advantage of the summer heat until now.  Soon it will be winter and I'll have to use the gym (*vomits*).  In any case, nothing else new so here's some (older)pics:

Photography: My lovely roomie, Miss K

I feel like I'm crawling out of a black hole after years of knowing nothing but.  I can't remember how I got there- or maybe I do but I'm just conveniently forgetting.  All that remains in memory is a blur of panic and the frantic need to escape the suffocating darkness.  But as scared as I was below, nothing appears to be more frightening than what awaits above.  I'm struggling to adjust my eyes to the blinding light, to find the medium between black and white, fear and ignorance.  There was no rationalization or conscious decision involved  in my struggle to reach the point of safety, so where does that leave me now?  This is the melting point.  The fight or flight. The hole or the open space.  Or maybe Sir.Walter Cannon had it all wrong to begin with.  Afterall, the best offence is a strong defence.  Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls- The ticking of the clock says it's time to build a wall. 

Photography: Scott Reid
Wardrobe: Purrfect Pineapples